"That's Where I Should Have Started The Story. I Sat For Ages In The Dark, With My Head In A Swirl. My Thoughts Were Spinning Round And Round, Like Clothes In A Washing Machine. Bruising, I Thought. Alcoholic. Social Worker. Foster Care. Scum. School. Measles. Cow. Mobile Phone. Danielle. That Was The Beginning. But I'd Forgotten That Until Now. I Mean, It's Amazing What You Can Forget ..."